“Turquoise” by Susan Demiglio
I am the kind of woman someone should build a pool for.
I am the kind of woman
some man should build a pool for. I am
the kind of woman who appreciates
the reflection of the whole sky, one
who delights in clouds daffodil yellow,
clouds the color of sweet plums,
clouds as tall as masted ships
and clouds that hold lightning like
fireflies in a jar.
I will spend my hour of free time
languorously
swimming through that sky.
Pool of stars, pool of morning,
pool of heaven.
I am the kind of woman who wants
a small darling house, next to that pool, one
that blocks no view and lets in the light,
every light the sun and moon have to offer.
I am the kind of woman who is
jealous of the cat and dog that sleep
in the pane of light cast on the floor like a mat.
In spring I will bring in
yellow forsythia branches
to dress my blue vases.
In the winter I, like a snake charmer,
will draw out the white amaryllis. I don’t ask for much.
I’ve learned not to ask for much — my life
has been a workshop for that. But.
One turquoise pool, clear as a conscience
catching every point of light, beside a modest home.
As long as I am asking, after years of not,
may it overlook a pasture, a green pasture
full of emerald-bright and lapis blue dragonflies
and may it all
overlook the ocean.
I am asking.
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Susan Demiglio Artist Statement:
I’m Susie. Mother to 4, grandmother to 3. Writer, reader, gardener, art hobbyist. 62 years old, just finishing my Teaching certification. I’ve taught preschool-aged children in private & public schools, most recently ran the library, taught 6th grade art. Created an after-school art program in a small, poor public school. I’ve written my whole life. Published a few times. Grew up in Florida & Texas, lived in Washington state and Oregon. Have a love affair with nature, love Mary Oliver, Elisabeth Bishop, Cleopatra Mathis, Alice Derry,& Lisle Mueller. White. Grew up with racist father, mother supported the family.