Brevity/Neomexicana image and poem by Mary Roalstad

 

“Brevity/Neomexicana” image and poem by Mary Roalstad

 

 

Dear reader,
              be unruly
              as the seasons here are transient
              And frequently lapse
                            back and forth
                            back and forth
Por ejemplo:
One bright New Mexico day
                            Ranunculus cardiophyllus
                                      Mi corazón
                            springs back
                            enthusiastic
                            fooled by fresh rain and renewed autumn sunshine
                                          que ingenuidad
Seasons make for fickle friends
              so please
              let your eye travel

Early Spring:
              the vallés slow to awaken
cold curling
              into my soggy socks
conversations creeping
              at a painful pace
small seeds sown
              with a prayer to the sun
I see the light arrive
              In his eyes
we feel the first rays of warmth
we open our minds

A boom: A bloom
slowly and then all at once
every
              little
                            thing
demands attention
I am learning so fast
I speak in questions
I answer in nods
I am swimming amidst a binomial sea

The Dog Days: Mr. Sun
for days and days
relentless
heat upon heat
they call it angry August
we are jumping fences
we are slogging through warm mud
we are running
                            fast
              to feel a slight wind
small movement
in the impeccably still night

Monsoons: Thick Morning Fog
fills the wide belly of the caldera
what sleep slow to shake
from my heavy eyes
a mist never rising
from my clouded head
in the vast vallé
distraction
              distraction
his lithe outline
              cutting through dense air
sigue adelante
I follow

Second Sun: Is that you again, Summer?
sedges splintering apart
grass
              brittle brown
elk bugle from the pines
his soft eyes
                            flit to mine
then back to sunbaked earth
focus
              focus
we are tired now

First Frost: Decay
corn lilies
              falling to the ground
              melodramática
the burst of a thousand tiny deaths
              gaudy in their reds and oranges and yellows
              I didn’t know I had bought a ticket
              to the theatre
my senses are filled
a final feast for eyes and nose and heart

as the last leaves drop to the ground
my job is done
never make life decisions in stick season
                                          they say
              at least they say in Vermont
              did they tell congress?
We are furloughed
              waiting lonely
              dispersed like seeds
                            to the wind
for life to begin again
oh stability
              ¿dónde estás?

the backs of the mountains are bare
shoulders
shoulders
no longer blazed orange
we are naked
as naked as Cerro Grande
              after Las Conchas blazed
as naked as the feeling after sex
              when you remember yourself again
oh endings
              you never fail to make me cry

And I beg you, dear reader
                            why am I here?
                            where am I going?
                                                        Oh, She’s a Biggie
              ask silently and await answers impatiently

Winter: Wood Smoke
              rises from the eaves
tiny ice crystals
kaleidoscope on leaves
brilliant patterns
followed by breaking glass
rest
              rest
at last
we are still

 

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Mary Roalstad Artist Statement:

I am a painter and writer.

What does my writing/art mean to me?

It means the flow state. In this space, time is not passing and I am not existing. I am processing the world, constant information, and the feedback of the earth into a medium that I understand. Most importantly, I am taking raw love and positive energy from the Earth and (hopefully) acting as a translator, and interpreter, sharing that energy via wavelengths that illicit an emotive response in the reader or viewer.

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